Topic: The-pORG13i-Namechange-Thread (Read 1749 times)

Stockholm Syndrome (pORG13i) · « **on:** July 14, 2009, 10:10 am »

hey folks =)

This is a thread about me and my recently increase of namechanging....a documentation, a blog, feel free to comment, to give ideas, bla bla bla

we started with the Disappointed, disappointed about the strokes of fate (in which I don't belive in), disappointed about the situation, disappointed about the ideals of love, equality, friendship, humanity, disappointed because of mankind.
...yeah, it's all about a girl. She played her evil games with me, dumbed me before it has started and sees herself as the victim. But I'm the disappointed...
For a while I defined life in general through a verse of Jack White III. "something's better than nothing" (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QKntY8WkNYQ --> great song!), but with time my mood rised and I remembert another song of him: Effect & Cause

"Well, first came an action / And then a reaction / But you can't switch around / For your own satisfaction / Well, you put my house down, then got mad /At my reaction [...] You seem to forget / Just how this song started / I'm reactin' to you because you left me broken-hearted / See, you just can't take the effect / And make it the cause" (song's here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tzWckYfZhbA&feature=PlayList&p=85EA158EB8363CAA&playnext=1&playnext_from=PL&index=13 ). life is full of disappointments, true, but in fact, life's just an aggregation of effects and causes.
economy sucks --> poverty increases
poverty increases --> so does criminality
more crimes --> more victims
think about it. I thought a lot, all is basing on casual chains, chains of effect and cause. you have friends --> fall in love with one --> neglect the others --> get dumbed --> need friends --> many are angry because "they told you from the beginning"
so it's where we again have "all about a girl" by Nirvana... (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YEYGZyY-5Hg)

I do need an easy firend....I'm not sure if the line really means "some friend who isn't as complicating as you" but I like it this way.
So, now, I changed to lei lei. I gotta explain this I guess.....I remembered: I actaually have friends who support me and who really care about me. One of them, one of the best, maybe the best, lives a few hundred kilometers away, in beautiful Carinthia (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Carinthia_(state)). I have phoned her yet, I chat with her a lot, I know her...well...ever since...I really can't say since when... but I haven't ever seen her. This changed this weekend. It's amazing, I never assumed, it would be so naturally, but it kinda was as we would see each other twice a week

she cheered me up and expressed that she's backing me all the way (although some [former] friends of mine won't do). Se influenced me with some music I wouldn't havee heard before, with an eye for art, it was pretty good to have some avocation....
there's one thing Carinthia is famous for, it's it's special form of Shrovetide and there is the phrase "lei lei", which indicates "don't take things too serious, let's have fun" and it's all true. Essentialism makes life unconfortable. don't think too much about the base. "Take people as they are, there are no others".
Everything is deflating if you think it to the end. When you start thinking and if you go deep, all you can do is pray in despondency. But it ain't necassary all the time. And it's not adequate all the time. So I stopped. lei lei

that was the lttle story of pORG's names so far. The story will bne continued. Feel free to comment, to note something, to suggest sth, whatever.
have a nice time.
just try and stay positive...

Argonnath · « **Reply #1 on:** July 14, 2009, 03:21 pm »

I haven't never understand this name change stuff. Its confusing... Like someone with 400+ posts change his (or her) name, signature and avatar. So I cant possibly know who is he. So is it old guy who have returned or what.

I could change argonnath to Argonnath though that has allways bug me.

Stockholm Syndrome (pORG13i) · « **Reply #2 on:** July 14, 2009, 03:34 pm »

well for that reason "pORG13i" stays in ( )

Sergeant Lyeman · « **Reply #3 on:** July 14, 2009, 04:47 pm »

what does the original porg mean again?

Stockholm Syndrome (pORG13i) · « **Reply #4 on:** July 14, 2009, 06:44 pm »

well...it defined my school...long long tie ago, but by the time became standalone for my online-personality....I also like the look/sound-alike to "pork"...

DarthCaedus (The Polish Wonder) · « **Reply #5 on:** July 14, 2009, 08:33 pm »

well thats interesting

Stockholm Syndrome (pORG13i) · « **Reply #6 on:** July 14, 2009, 09:41 pm »

specify?

DarthCaedus (The Polish Wonder) · « **Reply #7 on:** July 15, 2009, 07:23 am »

a bunch of people have made a more immature meaning for pork

Stockholm Syndrome (pORG13i) · « **Reply #8 on:** July 15, 2009, 02:44 pm »

in example?
mabe better in a pm? XD

DarthCaedus (The Polish Wonder) · « **Reply #9 on:** July 15, 2009, 05:26 pm »

Stockholm Syndrome (pORG13i) · « **Reply #10 on:** July 19, 2009, 10:10 am »

--------UPDATE 19. Juli '09--------

hey folks!
as you might noticed, I changed my name (again =D), I didn't want to, but I had to. There were two resaons:

1. I liked "lei lei" but noone could really understand it, so it just sounded like some Thai-Name (no offense) and well...that wasn't what I meant
2. I bought myself a new record yesterday...the debut-album of "The Dead Weather" a superb supergroup, consisting of Alison Mosshart (The Kills), Jack White III (White Stripes / Raconteurs), Dean Fertita (Queens of the Stone Age) and Jack Lawrence (The Greenhornes / Raconteurs). And what shall I say...I don't only liked the CD, it's one of my favorites! After one day! wohoo! but enough advertisment.....oh, yeah, the record is callled "horehound" --- that's the thing with name..

I'll keep you uptodate with the new creepy names or the creepy new names (dunno which is right)

best regards, phil

Mr. Name change. (Rhyss) · « **Reply #11 on:** July 19, 2009, 12:38 pm »

wow...and i thought i changed my name a lot now lol

DarthCaedus (The Polish Wonder) · « **Reply #12 on:** July 20, 2009, 02:23 am »

Quote from: Coheed and cambria on July 19, 2009, 12:38 pm

wow...and i thought i changed my name a lot now lol

u do change ur name alot

Mr. Name change. (Rhyss) · « **Reply #13 on:** July 20, 2009, 03:46 pm »

Yes i do.

Sergeant Lyeman · « **Reply #14 on:** July 21, 2009, 05:16 am »

what the heck is horehound

it makes me think of something not so appropriate when i read the prefix of it

DarthCaedus (The Polish Wonder) · « **Reply #15 on:** July 21, 2009, 06:53 am »

its a record and yes it does

Stockholm Syndrome (pORG13i) · « **Reply #16 on:** July 21, 2009, 08:37 pm »

LOL

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Horehound
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Horehound or hoarhound is a common name applied to two related genera of flowering plants in the family Lamiaceae:

* Ballota
* Marrubium

Specifically, it may refer to the following species:

* White Horehound or Common Horehound (Marrubium vulgare)
* Black Horehound (Ballota nigra)

it's a record...and a damn good one!

DarthCaedus (The Polish Wonder) · « **Reply #17 on:** July 21, 2009, 11:45 pm »

ok, ok, calm down!

Stockholm Syndrome (pORG13i) · « **Reply #18 on:** July 22, 2009, 10:41 am »

I'm all chilled....

Mir'ika · « **Reply #19 on:** July 22, 2009, 05:36 pm »

Like a shaken martini?

DarthCaedus (The Polish Wonder) · « **Reply #20 on:** July 22, 2009, 06:00 pm »

oo bubles

Stockholm Syndrome (pORG13i) · « **Reply #21 on:** August 11, 2009, 09:16 pm »

as you may noticed, I've changed my profile. Again. Sorry, but it got boring being the horehound, while actually noone really knowing what horehound is.
+ there is a new period of mood. Don't misunderstand me, I still love the record, but for now, my woohooooo!-Mood is stronger....(okay, horehound made me wooohoooooo!!!, but now I can feel happy without listening)

so, now endorphine. you know, that small endogenous opioid polypeptide compounds =D. Whatever it is, it makes you feel good. And I'm feeling good. Moved own. Growing older. Growing stronger. Growing airlier. Growing happier =D =D =D

After a period of finding myself in the dark place, it feels good being back in the sun. Let's hope this will last some times.

Anyone wanting a smile? Here it comes.....NOT!

Have a nice Day, and enjoy life, whether it's good or bad...

DarthCaedus (The Polish Wonder) · « **Reply #22 on:** August 12, 2009, 04:36 am »

niceness glad ur happy porg

Stockholm Syndrome (pORG13i) · « **Reply #23 on:** September 03, 2009, 09:47 pm »

----------- ***UPDATE Sept. 03/2009*** --------------

so it's time again for change. It's about time...
endorphines are gone, changing to a Death Letter
yeah, I'm not feeling that good now....okay, nothing cruel happened (to be honest...there's a girl that confessed she really loves me) so you think theres no reason to be sad? --> epic fail. Sadness doesn't need a reason.
But why Death Letter, why not sadness or misery ?

well...
first, I wrote some poem yesterday...my editor said...it was kinda different than my usual stuff. Okay, it was also depressed and dark, but also auto-aggressiv and ill -- and that's something new.
second, I've got the blues. And I like blues. "Death Letter" references to a song by father of the Delta Blues SON HOUSE, who wrote a song, called "Death Letter Blues" (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MDCNbacVt5w&feature=related)
there's also a modern Version of this song, performed by my favourite 2-artist.band, the White Stripes (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1fM2qhG8mA4 -- this Version is freaking awesome! you like rock? a must-see!)
Son House tells the story of a man, recognizing that he loves the girl back, who's loving him. He's in love with this girl now, but too late, she's already dead. Epic Fail meets Irony. It's what describes life best. It's what describes my life best.
But ain't I right? When you most need to get up you got no energy. Time and time [censored]'ll happen. The dark [censored]'s unwrapping (Quote by The Streets)
What I meant previously, everything in my life is pretty good right now and I - I'm getting depressive....damn...
auto-aggression....writing a Death Letter...

DarthCaedus (The Polish Wonder) · « **Reply #24 on:** September 05, 2009, 06:08 am »

dude sic

Stockholm Syndrome (pORG13i) · « **Reply #25 on:** September 05, 2009, 10:14 am »

and that means?

DarthCaedus (The Polish Wonder) · « **Reply #26 on:** September 05, 2009, 07:13 pm »

sic=awesome

Stockholm Syndrome (pORG13i) · « **Reply #27 on:** September 05, 2009, 08:36 pm »

okay....what specificly?

DarthCaedus (The Polish Wonder) · « **Reply #28 on:** September 08, 2009, 02:08 am »

sry i was really tired when i posted that and it was about something totally off topic

Stockholm Syndrome (pORG13i) · « **Reply #29 on:** November 02, 2009, 11:12 am »

so here we go again. Time for change, yes, I can but furthermore, yes, I do!

it's been a while...

you know...distance is a .....
imagine...you find someone.imagine it's your conterpart....the perfect correlate....and everything would be fine.....
life's about timing. right time, right place, everything's fine. but how often do we just miss...
there is another rule in life...it's something like the "law of conversation of energy".....life always gets what it deserves. there's a balance, nothing's too perfect and nothing is too worse - you can always sink even more, but you'll never reach perfection because, even when everyting seems to be perfect, there is something screwing it up. In my case it's 280 miles. 280 miles from my heart's desire....life is a [...] sometimes
but there is something like balance, a global symmetry. You have to pay for ware! In life, you just have to think in longer decades, you don't go to the cash, pay, and get it, no, you often get it first and have to pay days, weeks, months, years later.
But knowing this, is also a big consolidation. YOU GET WHAT YOU DESERVE - and we all think we deserve better, don't we?

Furthermore, me is a Muse-Fan.
"Space Dementia" (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dOCZFChafOQ) is surely one of the best Cross-Rock-Songs ever and I feel it...every single vibe.
it's from their great 2001-released >>>THE ORIGIN OF SYMMETRY<<< --- great stuff.

You know...Symmetry, Balance, Me - always searching for synthesis - this is the Origin.

thanks for ya attention!

DarthCaedus (The Polish Wonder) · « **Reply #30 on:** November 05, 2009, 01:01 am »

symmetrical.....
thats perfect

Stockholm Syndrome (pORG13i) · « **Reply #31 on:** November 05, 2009, 01:11 am »

Quote from: DarthCaedus (The Polish Wonder) on November 05, 2009, 01:01 am

symmetrical.....
thats perfect

wanna explain?

Darthme · « **Reply #32 on:** November 05, 2009, 03:09 am »

you know for some reeason i like to have symmetry and even numbrs when i do things..it's weird.

Stockholm Syndrome (pORG13i) · « **Reply #33 on:** November 05, 2009, 03:12 pm »

why is it weird? Mankind likes symmetry and order.
but for some reason I really do like prime numbers

Sergeant Lyeman · « **Reply #34 on:** November 05, 2009, 06:23 pm »

they're oddballs. different from all the other numbers. just like you tell yourself you're so alien from everyone else. (you're not...)

Mr. Name change. (Rhyss) · « **Reply #35 on:** November 23, 2009, 05:34 pm »

wow porg you like symetry too?
LOL i love doings suff with symetry in it.
(Look at picture. The character is almost perfectly symetrical.

Darthme · « **Reply #36 on:** November 23, 2009, 10:32 pm »

most of my drawings are symmetrical in some way on a center axis. not alot of abstractness.

Stockholm Syndrome (pORG13i) · « **Reply #37 on:** November 23, 2009, 11:47 pm »

Life's about symmetry, isn't it? it sourrounds us, is everwhere we look, IT IS EVERYWHERE!! OMG!!!

Darthme · « **Reply #38 on:** November 24, 2009, 01:55 am »

i feel boxed in...

Stockholm Syndrome (pORG13i) · « **Reply #39 on:** February 07, 2010, 06:45 pm »

so here we go again, are u with me folks?

letz start:

it has been a long time since symmetry arrived, things were good again....now the semester is over, spring is awakening slowly, there is snow and history repeats itself! OMG - HISTORY IS [CENSORED] REPEATING ITSELF!!!!! *panic*

you can crush it. you can bruise it. yes, even shoot it - history always gets what it wants and claims.

so all the crab is coming 'round again. and you're happy that it does. I feel like a lemming: I see the abyss, I see the nemesis comig. and I'm happy & excited. althoug I know, it'll destroy me, myself, and everyone around me, I#m so totally heading for it, I celebrate the downfall. Abyssus abyssum invocat! - and I like it.

I really try to stop it. I really try to forget.....to quote British-Rock-Band Muse: ...I wish I could!!

so, as we can see, we're bound. we're trapped. we're hostages. hostage's of history and time. and I've got Stockholm Syndrome.

MMM2409 · « **Reply #40 on:** May 15, 2010, 09:53 am »

And how does it work

Hostile · « **Reply #41 on:** June 06, 2010, 10:11 am »

Never stirred; James Bond is likely tipping a glass in approval from afar! lol

Stockholm Syndrome (pORG13i) · « **Reply #42 on:** June 06, 2010, 12:03 pm »

have mercy....I'm not British, neither American.....what was what you were trying to say?

Hostile · « **Reply #43 on:** June 07, 2010, 04:40 am »

LMAO!!! I only realized TODAY that I was adding to a reply, on the first page, which is far from current! So, pay it no mind, friend! lol

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